Werner Says That Jack Was a Liar

He has allegedly stated that he does not want to 'go back' to being Jack for that reason.

If someone with a hidden agenda of domination were to become adept at performing a balancing act by staying in a kind of vague ambiguous communication at the nexus of meaning, then he would be neither a liar nor a truth teller, would he?

Could that be what the Leader of est means who he states 'there is no reality only perception'?

Is that what he means when he states everything is meaningless and it is also meaningless that it is meaningless?

Is it this 'meaningless' he espouses that opens him up to limitless 'possibility'?

Is that like an excuse in absloute terms for any behaviour?

Do you forensics cops see anything quite meaningful in this kind of thinking?

I do. Dr. Fenwick posed the question: “And what does the sociopath get out of 'it'”?

I have some ideas on that and should anyone develop the quaint notion that targeted victims might have something to contribute to the assessment of their own reactions and the understanding of their own experience, I would still be happy to meet you at the police station to discuss it despite the fact that is has been 'too long' now for me to expect anyone to admit to anything, apologize for it or make amends.

But then, you know us whack jobs! We can never let anything Goooooo....

A Cry for Help!

The concrete kind of help I really need.

I am 'Seeking the Attention' of the Locals Involved

This announcement applies to the local readers of my site only.

If you have any information at all, regarding my 'fascinating case' no matter how strange, or inconsistent it may be, please call the Guelph Police Service and let them sort out the details.
Leave your information directed to the attention of either Deputy Chief Brent Eden or for Maurice Obergan.  Examples of information include your awareness of what was going on with the staff of Homewood as related to me, any news of a 'joke, game or intervention' as performed by them... Bus driver gossiping about it or 'covert' entries into my apartment, when I was not home, then or now, especially if you know of anyone who was let into them by my landlords. Please remember that what can be done to me can be done to anyone. If you have information supplied by the Fare box Fannies , from then, or now, or from bus drivers, or from Homewood employees TO bus drivers, please pass that along. Once again, I am asking you to come forward and tell what you know.

If you are an employee of the university, the city, a health care agency or Homewood and have been told to keep silent about it, and not to admit to anything (as I have heard some of you have been) please consider passing it along anonymously to Crime Stoppers of Guelph Wellington at this Phone Number:

 Phone 1-800-222-TIPS (8477)

Or on line where you may remain anonymous at:

 http://www.crimestoppers-wellington.com/

 Or call: Guelph Police Services at 519-824-1212

Thanks to the honest people for your help.
You seem to represent the few.

The Bottom Line for Everyone

This is My Theme Song According to the Never Ending Public Opinion

The est-ee nurse is 'the Director” of the Movie he has going in his head ..

He is “Creating and Defining Reality Itself” for all others

When the est-ee nurse sat with a little satisfied smirk on his face, listening to all of his co-workers at the psych hospital saying things like “it just doesn't make any sense at all,” what HE was hearing was his “recreation” of the exercises and processes. I had assumed he had told them what he was doing, and that this was a 'joke' that included me, but much later I learned he had not told them that what he was doing was the est routine and that is when I knew he was not doing this as a 'joke'. He was doing it for real, and had in fact, 'set me up' to look like I was crazy. I even stated that but of course I was ignored. Finally of course, under enough pressure with no one able (or willing) to hear a word I said as 'real,' that became set up became a self fulfilling prophecy. In real life, where psychiatrists do not live, there actually ARE people in the world who ‘set people up’ and that is not ALWAYS a ‘sign’ of the perception and reactions of the one who says so.

My Protagonist once asked me, when alone with him in a hallway and without witnesses of course, if I had ever read, "Waiting for Godot..."

Werner Erhard on being ‘responsible for whatever happens to you. '

"Really, there are no victims but people who bring the victimization on themselves." 

Notice anything there?